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|<3rochela||Posted - 03 May 2010 21:17
over the past few months ive been rly depressed... i started to cut myself and my family doesnt even know. i have petrifying dreams and i drown myself in crazy thoughts. its hell.
anyways on pesach it was my grandfathers 2nd yortzite (cant spell). me n him were rly close and i think about him everyday. i was also extremely close w/ my other grandfather who died the yr b4. every night i feel like im not gonna wake up in the morning... and its my last night on earth... i cry myself to sleep but tell myself its ok if i die bcz i can see my grandparents .. on pesach i decided it wasnt fair that i couldnt have either of them and i needed them.. i had a dream that one of them was coming to save me, but he couldnt get out of his coffin. i heard him crying and i saw scratch marks on the top of his grave.. i woke up and i couldnt breath.. idk wat 2 do. i didnt ne1 the dream but i told some ppl that i had a scary dream. some ppl said i have to say say a tiffila and fast or s/th but some say i shouldnt care and just forget abt it. wth am i supposed to do? someone plz help me... :'(
|josh1||Posted - 27 May 2010 16:22
I think that your worry about death may be causing your dreams. Dont worry about it, chances are you will wake up like every morning and like most other people!
|POET||Posted - 04 August 2010 14:48
wow you sound like you are living a private inner battle every day of your life.
Good for you that you continue to hold on daily.
I think that you ought to talk to someone, people really do care, and really listen. I know its diffucult, but that is the smartest thing to do!
|mop||Posted - 04 August 2010 14:48
you need to realize that their mission in this world is over and they are close to hashem now and happier then ever. you haver to let go of the pain and try to move on.
|257abcd||Posted - 17 November 2010 1:57
hey. ru still checking this? You should know, as much as pain feels like it will never go away, it does. u will miss them and they will be part of you but you can be happy again. you need to speak to someone (we all do at some point in our lives)
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